友人へ

My cicrcle of friend is really small. Especially now, i can say that i only have 3 best friends : Eiv, poppo tan and nikuroi (i use their pen name). Eiv and Poppo-tan were born in the same month, they are Sagittarius.And Nikuroi and i do as well, we're Leo. :) I can say we're FIRE Gank haha Why i want to share about them ?

Lately, Eip has been keepin' me company, maybe she knows that i dont have many people to talk to or play with. That's why i always play this game with her and her Ex ? or half - Ex? hmmm i'm not really sure what i should call him www Because they're in complicated relationship now, i guess. And Eiv said "このシーズンもよろしくお願いします” like "looking forward to playing with you this season as well" :) hehe 

Even tho Eiv and Poppo-tan have same Zodiac, but they personalities are little different from each other. Especially when i talk about my concerns or personal struggles. 

Eiv has a fiery personality.When someone hurts me or treats me badly she tends to gt angry for me. That's why she often ends up being upset or disliking the peson who hurt me and those feeling can last for a long time. Even whn i tell her that i'm okay and that i don't hold any grudges, she still finds it difficult to let go of her dislike towards them. That's why now i'm more careful when i talk to Eiv now, so i don't end up creating unnecessary feelings in her heart. :) 

Poppo-tan has calm personality, shw will show empathy, but she doesn't hold any lasting feelings towards people i've told her have treated me badly. 

Nikuroi same as Poppo-tan. She's the calmest one among us. How about me ? i kinda same like Eiv. When i knew Poppo-tan back then always cried over "Aka"(his bf and now become her husband), and stressin' about him. I texted him and gt angry, asking why he treated Poppo-tan like that. Aka didn't reply my messaged and he texted Poppo-tan why i should gt involved between they problem. 

It makes me have feeling i shouldn't have, he said. (and now maybe i understand Aka's feelings back then, when i think i experienced similar things with X now). 

But i don't keep those feelings for long, Especially now he is Poppo-tan's husband, all i can do is wish their happiness. 

I dont know if Aka still have dislike feeling towards me or not, but after that i no longer dare to gt involved. haha 

I love all of them, my best friends. 

I wish their happiness. Lately Nikuroi feelin' lonely, i guess. 

Because her mom already gone forever. she look like doesn't have motivation to live like me. That's why sometimes me and Poppo-tan asked to play together. But i know Nikuroi is dealing with her own problem. 

Whatever happens, i truly hope they find their happy ending.