Love is unpredictable... 

It arrives unexpectedly...

I should be gratitude for the entire experience, including the heartbreak, because it shapes me who become.

After experiencing profound love, grief become inevitable.

How much pain can one heart endure?

Still, i quietly accept that some people enter our lives not to stay forever, but they just come to change us.

Maybe the love just temporary, but its impact is permanent. 

The wound, the traumas, the memories.... 

We don't choose exactly when it's begin, why one person becomes so important or why some relationships are destined to end.

Lately, i think my Amygdala protect me from that pain. 

Believe it or not, i started to forget "his" face, even tho i tried to remember, what my brain can show me just his appearance. 

I think all of this hurtfull memories, will dissappear soon. Because my Amygdala and the medication protect me from the pain.

All of those foggy memories.

I don't know how to fill my the hole that's left in my heart... 

I can't imagine myself being happy with someone ..

Because i can't make anyone happy, yet i'm so sensitive to my own wounds.

I know, i'm the worst.... haha